((((((((Melissa)))))))

please call your T if you need to before Friday ... this is a lot you are dealing with

emotions can be hard enough at any time but when someone we love is sick ... it can get even more confusing (at least that's what I've found)

I'm imagining you are spending a lot of time at the hospital with your grandma, or is she home again now? hope you can also take some time for you and are able to do some of your self care

I wondered also - have you looked at carer support groups before?