Hello Frozen Heart.
I am sorry you are feeling this way at this time. Perhaps if you sought therapy, a therapist can help you learn how to get the support you need in life. Chat is also available here at Psych central, and you are welcome to come and chat as well. Please feel free to use the support boards and chat that is available here at Psych Central so you dont have to feel alone or feel that you have no support system.Thre are many compassionate people at Psych Central that are more than willing to give you some of the support you may be needing at ths time. Take care Soidhonia