Hello Behappy27 and welcome to PC!
It sounds like your boyfriend is not treating you right at all. He should not only show affection when he wants something. Have you considered seeing a therapist? This could help you work out your feelings and maybe give you the confidence to leave. Your boyfriend is not being fair to you. I hope you will find happiness.
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
