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Originally Posted by Purpletulip26
I did give him permission to have casual sex outside of our relationship & he has given me that option too. I haven't done it, but with a single phone call, I could. I simply haven't had the desire.
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BAM! And that's what we folks call monogamy

If you want to carry on convincing yourself that you're completely ok with this arrangement, that is your prerogative and you certainly have no judgement from me, just know that I was in similar shoes a few years ago and the jealousy and insecurity only cleared up once I knew for sure he was mine and only mine.
I feel for you, I have no idea how to cope with this except for fake it till you make it.