hi
when my two oldest were little they would stay at there dads for the weekends, i used to wake early because it was so quiet, that was long before we started using a computer, even this evening one of my girls is staying at a hostell and the quiet just gets to much nearly as much as the noise gets to much, i am always looking for things to do, as i hate sitting around doing nothing, a few years ago i decided i had to stop relying on other people and learnt to drive now if i get restless i go out in the car even if it is to the shop or for a walk, i have lots of friends but they rarely call me if i want another adult conversation i have to go to them,
sorry you are feeling lonely at the moment, you are welcome to pm if you want to chat or there is allways ppl around willing to go into chat to talk or offer suport