We're here for you. Let us know what you need. Vent all you like. Maybe writing about it will bring the emotions to the surface. June is a long time to have to wait to get back into see your T, but we are here 24/7. If you want to PM me you can or wait for somemore replies as I wasn't abused so can only sympathize with you and care about your making it through this rough time. Let me know if I can help. I'm always willing to listen.