I guess feeling like everything I said wasn't ignored and feeling like receiving any kind of help from him should be expected considering every dime I make goes to him. Why are we helping other people when I don't even have the medical attention I need?? I mean, is literally every want and need of mine put on the back burner for him and everyone else? I don't think that's me keeping a score card I think that's just me realizing i'm completely insignificant in his mind set. I've spoke with him plenty of times asking why things are the way they are and nothing ever changes. So maybe the best thing for me to do is to find a way to move on and out back to where my family is 500 miles away.