Hi,
I've never been officially diagnosed with DID and actually, I learned about DID mostly through my Psychology classes and through online support groups. I have several people who have told me I have alters. I used to see things and hear things in my head. I used to have conversations with the voices/thoughts I heard. I denied all of it about 8 years ago after being told I was lying about it. The voices faded and I hardly hear anything from them anymore. Sometimes I feel like I have a child standing behind me (best way for me to describe it). Sometimes, I will find stuffed animals or blankets pulled down from their places and I don't remember doing it. My T hasn't said anything yet and I didn't tell her that I hear things sometimes but next week we will start processing the bad memories, most of which are missing huge chunks.
Does this sound like DID to you? I'm not sure I want to tell my T, I think k I'm just going to let it play out. If they're there, they will eventually come out, right? Then T will know.
Celtic
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