Thank you for replying.
I thought that things would be easier and I was really happy about my achievement with my ED, but I can't ignore this other issue anymore.
I'm so ashamed to ask for my session and talk about what is going on.



Of course she wouldn't say it's not okay thinking the problem is transportation, lol.
My problem is poisoning T with csa issues now I'm not even paying her. We processed it a bit but now it has become unbearable. And I fear she doesn't want to discuss it with me especially in this moment.. so I felt like withdrawing and not show up. i don't even know if i am capable of talking about it I never make it.