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Originally Posted by Lmciyah
I was thinking back when I was young and frequented clubs. I would be non social because of whatever reason. I would just walk around, drink, urinate, then repeat. Usually if I spoke to a girl, some guy would be over there trying to start a fight (needless to say I was involved in 2-3 club near clearing incidences, one with a former college qb and played pro for a short spell). So yeah, I have been there and know exactly what it's like to wish I was normal.
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Yeah looking back on it...I would see my friends all go out and look for a 'chicks' at the bars, and I would tab along, but never got the girl...if I talked to a girl I had to be somewhat bombed...and even then mostly made and *** of myself (or at least felt like I did).
I have always been awkward in social situations (except work, where business protocol provides structure)...where I don't have many friends...I am lucky that my wife truly is my best friend, or I would be one lonely dude...like I was with my ex-wife....
I have always hung out with misfits and rejects (partly because they would have me)...and often they were from grades lower than me...don't know why, but that's the I was....now I don't really do much with other people (other than my wife) and I am pretty happy with that...it's nice to visit family now and then...but otherwise, I have plenty to do around the house so....