Wow...so many people hitting the same nail on the head from different perspectives.
Bipolar nurse you spoke about sitting on the porch noticing s spiders web or the sunset....I get that being into camping.

I hate mess, cant stand things not put away out of place, bring of out of order, out of routine, sand dirt dust in 4wd that sort of thing.....yet I will put up with all of that (and make other's grumpy who with me for above reasons..."wipe feet. Wipe seat, put rubbish in bag, outside car be dirty but must dust down inside car esch day), willingly doing so and in process get as grumpy as all getout, just to be able to sit down at night and be totally mesmerized by the flickering flames of the campfire, with its iridescence of color's and hues. Following the wisps of smoke up into the sky and seeing millions of stars...galaxies and oh the smell of a campfire....

My wife doesnt get it and from her point of view I seem to go through hell (read I probably more like put her through hell msking sure car stays clean, everything in right place etx) just for that experience. Yet for me.....I will go camping in a heartbeat just to be captued again by someting that stirs my soal...

And its like that for music too....any music, genre, group that stirs my soal and affects or touches me inside- I need to hear it. Music, can and has a profound effect on me and evokes a very strong emotional response. I can be bawling my eyes out and yet want it louder and louder so as to feel the intensity of my emotions.....

Bipolar....it must kinda look strange from a normal persons perspective. ...

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