so i just finished reading that guy who shot 7 people in CA's manifesto. it was an autobiography. it was so dark. i am emotionally affected. i shoudlnt have kept reading it. i started reading it at 11am. now its 4pm. it was 141 pages long. i dont know why i kept reading it. i feel like theres something wrong with me. like i feel bad now. after reading all that. not for him. but like, affected emotionally by it. ugh. why am i so morbid