I thought I was the only one! I was on latuda for a few weeks last summer, and it made me very anxious and restless. It was almost unbearable. I worried constantly and felt like my life was falling apart. When I went off the latuda, the anxiety went away.

Does your pdoc have another doctor in place who can take care of emergencies while she's on vacation? I think you need to be seen by someone soon, especially since you're having thoughts of harming yourself. If you need to, go back to urgent care and see a doctor there. If the sui thoughts get really intense, go to the ER.