I want to encourage you to keep on pushing forward, looking for new types of treatment and trying new medications. Sometimes its a matter of finding a lesser known type of treatment or *one* medication (out of the many psych meds available) that can help you. This is literally how it was for me. I am diagnosed with PTSD (it is severe), but I have always said that it is my obsessive thoughts that are the worst (I am not diagnosed with OCD). I hope it is OK for me to say this here even though I am undiagnosed. (I have a friend who has OCD and the type and severity of our thoughts is very similar, so I know what it is like to have uncontrollable thoughts.) I've tried so many different medications and there has only been one that has ever been able to stop my obsessive thoughts. I don't want you to give up. You may be treatment resistant, but I think you are far from being un-treatable. Sometimes it just takes a little longer before we find what works for us. I wish you the best.