I can't do that, Perna, I can't go back with the knowledge I have now and make a different decision, say "Now hold there," because then I'm not the me-I-was-then.

The things that I probably shouldn't oughta have done are probably the things I am happiest I did. And things I'm not happy about having done, are things I was compelled to do.

Perhaps all this reasoning shows is my remarkable lack of imagination, Perna (but I secretly don't believe that, lol).

Good topic thought. Glad you brought it up.