Haven't been able to come back and check much. Thank u for taking time to reply

It is quite hard. It is always easy for me to decide to leave but then, the "break up goggles" come on and I feel, "Hey it is not so bad. You love him. This is wrong. You can't leave him."
Is there a chance that if I start keeping a distance, he will leave, making it easier for me.

Just finding it so hard to leave...