So I emailed T and told her how I've been feeling about her most recently. Recently I drove by her house and there was a guy mowing the lawn. I asked her about it and she said it was a friend. So I began to think where is her husband? Then I remembered she stopped wearing her wedding ring a month ago. So I began to feel like it was my responsibility to give her the love she lost. Also with her sister who passed away, ever since T told me that I've always felt like I needed T to see her sister in me. OK how mental am I being here? Be honest.