I am sorry you are going through this. It is very difficult for others to understand what we go through. We can only try our best to explain it when we are in a "calm" enough state to do so. My husband does not understand either. He does not understand why I have to take so many meds. He actually told me that he thinks that is "harmful" for me. So hang in there, soon your husband will learn to cope with the situation and will be more understanding. If you need to talk to anyone you can send me a pm anytime. Best of luck to you.

Warmest Wishes,
agony007