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Old Mar 28, 2007, 09:24 PM
IceDragon IceDragon is offline
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Yea, see heres the problem. Today, i had to start a project (I do computer programming so yea we do alot) and i was to write code. I couldn't like, Sit down and do it. I had to like, talk to people, get up to stretch and for i think 25 minitues, (i counted) i just stared at a blank screen. That happens. I know i need the work done i just don't have that jumpstart or kick to do it. And if i do, it lasts a second and i loosed the focus. But also, My dad he just thinks im Lazy. My mom accepts it and says if you wanna get tested thats fine with me. But my dad just thinks im making up excuses because im doing horrible in school. I know im better and can do alot better in school, i try but i just cant do it. I cant sit there and learn it.
By doctor, i mean my normal physician. They said they could help and recommend me more or even tell me if i do or not. If theres any questions that could further help me know if i have it, like what you guys feel and what not, that would really help me out, I mean i feel better talking about it, im a pretty open guy.

Heres some things on how i feel
Its weird, if i picture like, just the peddling of a bicycle, going foward fast, i literally have to put my foot down to make it go backwards and then again to make it go forwards. I have random thoughts and dreams that make no sense to me. And if i try to focus on something, its like my mind gets flooded with other thoughts and other things. Say im taking a test, i look at the answer, think, then other thoughts come in and i loose the answer. My girlfriend notices i also get into "trance" like stages. Il just stop and stare. not at anything, just stare. Theres something important i was going to say but i lost it, ahhh. Oh i know what you mean by "self-medication" mine is music. No matter what music affected my mood, and it helps me do stuff. Like listing to music helped me focus a little more. Its weird.
But i do get annoyed easily, like if im in class and someone talks during a test, i just get like reallly mad. Or if someone repeats stuff to me, i get annoyed like all crazy, idk little stuff.

By the way, I thank you all for this help, this is great. I like answering questions, they help me alot.