I'm 24, living with parents, unemployed for 3 years.

The sad truth has hit me that I need money, both to support my health and for happiness. I'm amorous for technology, but sad that I cannot participate in the new gadgets that seem to come out every day. I'm not concerned about the loneliness I face everyday, but do fear dying alone. My left eye is in pain for reasons completely unknown to me, and am unable to get help from the only people I have ever known---my parents. I'm angered that they can bring me into this world, and expect me to make it on my own.

I'm fearful to get a job because I'm shy, introverted, have bad eyesight, and am phobic about cleaning public toilets. If I'm ever asked to clean a toilet on the spot, I'm quitting. I refuse to use them, let alone clean them.

Another problem that plagues me, is that I'm terrible at reading maps & comprehending directions to various locales. I've only driven on the freeway by myself once, and that was with an adult. Some jobs require driving, but I'm simply too inexperienced to acquire them. If i could find a resource that would teach me, I would be forever grateful. I've tried browsing Google Maps, but it's not a very good way to learn.