Hello psychotic90, welcome again to PC! I know you say you haven't gone out of control yet, but being someone who suffered with addiction, sometimes you just can't see it yourself.
I implore you to seek help for your addictions, whether it be therapy or rehab, but it is not easy to do on your own. trust me.
BTW, I'm with you on the weed thing, it may not be a popular feeling, but I just don't really consider it a "drug"
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
