Yeah...I am started sooooo many project and hobbies, only to loose them on a downswing and pick up a new one on the next upswing...while in the middle I just kinda exist...play video games, read, etc.

My goal is to one day write a novel, if I can get past the first chapter I might be able to complete one...one day...gotta get stable and find the motivation though...I have a HUGE motivation problem due to low self-esteem brought about by nearly 40 years of starting things and never finishing them...so why even start, cuz I know I won't finish it...right? Bah!!!!!