Lately I have suffered from really being attacked by my family. I have really tried to respond well but inside I am seething. It is hurting me physically. My head and throughout my body I feel real physical pain. I have an appointment coming up to hopefully get some help. Right now I hurt so much I just hope to make it. I can't imagine why these folks would decide that now is a good time to get at me when we are soon facing my husband's heart surgery. I want to be a support for him and they are undermining me which of course affects my husband too. I feel so angry I can't speak to them. Truly wounded!