Jefftele - You are right, I do need to be a bigger person and change patterns of my parents. I didn't realize that I was truly doing that, so thank you for pointing that out!
As far as homes and such, I don't know that my mom would go for that. She has always has a hate for homes, however I will ask her.

Mouse - Yes, I am used to tormenting myself. I never thought of it, but you are so right on. I suppose that is from my past. Not being able to do anything right,not being able to please people, etc. and wanting to be able to make everyone happy.
As far as justification, I'm not sure. I am really going to have to think about that.
I have never been able to do what "I" want to do. I have ALWAYS been the go-to person who wants to please everyone.
I have never had anything as positive as this move to look forward too. I want this more than anything in the world!
I realize now that, for once, I need to do something important and positive for ME!
Thank you sooooooo much to the both of you for all the suggestions and help!!!
I feel as though whatever decision I make will be the best for me. I am worth doing something for myself and not feel selfish about it.