I'm so sorry you're in this situation, Inny. You don't deserve it and it sucks.

How about contacting your local community or social services department? Where I live there are wonderful, supportive homes available for young people who aren't getting that support at home. There's probably something like that in your area. You could be given a room in a home with other people your age -- and have the opportunity to make friends and feel SAFE and protected.

You shouldn't have to go back to your father's. Talk to a social worker about your situation (or a school councillor) and tell them about your situation.

Good luck, sweetie. (((Hugs)))