well i took the abilify last night and got horrible akathesia. it was so bad i wanted to cry. i texted T and he said he will ask pdoc in the morning. so T talked to pdoc this morning and i take the abilify at lunch now. i have a lot of stress right now with bills and my trust paying for them. im trying to get a higher scholarship for the program im in. the full price for the level im on is 1,000$ a month. that might sound high but the fee for the first level is $14,500 a month. and they dont take insurance. but i have a scholarship now that makes it $550. but that was based on my moms finances. so im trying to see if i can pay less based on my finances. its all so stressful, i just spent an hour with my recovery coach doing a lot of things.