I kinda feel the need to stick up for my T a bit lol. He does get it and I think most of his clients self harm. He was just trying to challenge my thinking at the time.

It's funny, (well not really) I recently added a scar to my arm that is probably the worst and I want more like it. I guess it's kinda bad that I need to get to that level before I can feel the relief I so desperately need...