Yes. This is the problem with self-abuse. It's never going to be enough. It's addictive. No addict that I know of ever reaches the point where they get enough. A guy who drinks a pint of brandy for breakfast, & then goes on from there, doesn't say: "yes a quart of hard liquor a day is just right for me. Once I've had my quart for the day I'm good." He just stops when he passes out. And, over time, it takes more to get him to that point, until finally he burns out his innards. Either that or he makes the decision to at least try to stop. And then he gets into some kind of rehab program because it's not possible to do it alone. At least this is my perspective on it.