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Originally Posted by newtus
im still scared to drive. so i been having my dad drive me around but he has to go back to work tomorrow so this sucks. im pissed cuz i cant lose weight. im trying so hard. i cant get out of the 130s. my dad says my goal weight of 105 was ok if i was still a teeneger. but my stomach protrudes in my shirts and my thighs are huge.
my paranoia is back full swing. i see airplanes everywhere divebombing my house.
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It's so good to hear from you! I worry about you when you don't post
I'm really sorry that you're struggling right now. I'm really glad that your dad has been able to be around and help you with driving. I know you'll miss him a lot when he goes back to work. If you get lonely post on Roll Call. I check in here a lot during the day. I'm struggling with zero motivation and a bit of depression right now. Just trying to keep myself from falling down the rabbit hole!