Disappointed. Nervous all day about visiting the parents. Made the effort. Home health people came in to set up her physical therapy for tomorrow. Then she was feeling bad, so I came home because she was wanting to go back to bed. So didn't really get to visit. My sister gets called on to be with her when dad is away, so she gets to visit. She was there when I got there and will be tomorrow til noon while dad golfs. Feeling jealous, too. And left out and hurt again. I wanted to start visiting my parents more, but I'm kind of remembering why I didn't visit so much... Yesterday while there, there were a ton of phone calls, and that is usual, not just because mom's home from the hospital. Or someone will stop in... I know they can't help it, but... Still feels bad...