Well, I've talked to my parents but I just don't feel like they take me seriously. When I told them yesterday they said that it was probably because I wasn't getting enough sleep. So I went to bed at 10:00pm and I slept until 12:00pm the next day. And I still felt the same. I told my mother and she said that she would make me an appointment, but I just don't feel like it's going to be soon enough. I sometimes feel like I need to do something drastic before they take me seriously.

On another note, it's currently 1:17am and I've barely done any of my homework. I'm just not motivated anymore. Sometimes I want to drop out all together, which is very surprising coming from my mouth. I used to get all A's and I dreamed of going to an Ivy League College. Things just aren't like they used to be .