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Originally Posted by Plzsti
The mixed episode is over and now I'm just down to depression. I hate this lost and alone feeling. Not wanting to get off the couch, turning off my phone, lying to people so they wont come over, including my kids.
Yes I know, this will pass but in this state it feels like forever.
Tired of the fight. Just so tired
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I'm so right here with you. I layed around all day with the kids yesterday and thus had poor sleep last night, so I slept and layed around most of the day today. I feel like nothing. But shame and resentment and sad. What the heck is this creature I have become. It's just heartbreaking, yet I can't find a way past the apathy and fear.
for you and
for me too
