Does anyone look at stuff they did while feeling more stable and just think, wow? I did that???

I have a bunch of folders of bookmarks cuz only about a short month ago, I was on fire to start a business of my own and researching all kinds of things. Now I could barely even be bothered to glance at them???

So heartbreaking. I'm waiting for the break and for the 'me' underneath all this apathy to reemerge. So frustrating. Just wondered if any of you could relate.