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Originally Posted by Hbomb0903
I'm so right here with you. I layed around all day with the kids yesterday and thus had poor sleep last night, so I slept and layed around most of the day today. I feel like nothing. But shame and resentment and sad. What the heck is this creature I have become. It's just heartbreaking, yet I can't find a way past the apathy and fear.
 for you and for me too  |
Such a beast. I don't know if I'll ever get use to this. I just hate it. Not knowing who I'm going to be from one day to the next. Always praying that the next will be better than the last.
Isolating yourself from others and then feeling sorry for yourself because you're alone. I wont even make plans anymore because I don't know where I'll be on that particular day.
So we continue to ride the wave