I am so addicted to him. He always claims to be addicted to me too and sometimes says that no matter what, he "couldn't leave". I have changed so much for him, in every way, and still willing to change more, but he never sees the changes. He keeps putting me down for everything. There was a time when he thought about "us" before doing anything. I gave up my dreams, even dreams in my mind, just to "fit in with him". And now he tells me to follow my dreams and be myself and that the time we spent together "doesn't make much of a difference" - and talking as if it is all just nothing at all and he would leave as and when an opportunity comes up.

He fights everyday, reduces me to a helpless heap of tears in any place possible - road, in car, in office, morning, afternoon, night; and shouts more for crying - and tells me to leave from the place as I lack culture and dignity. I couldn't bear it but I am unable to leave. I don't wish to cry but how much can a person bear being yelled at 24x7. I am always waiting for him to come, waiting for his calls or calling him. Sometimes he doesn't call and says he "forgot".