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Sad&Bipolar · May 30, 2014, 03:07 AM

I am so tired of having Bipolar symptoms.

They are driving me mad.

I am afraid to die - I want to die - I cry - I can't sleep - anxiety takes away my ability to function - I am irritated - I am very angry - I am so sad - my mind is so noisy with constant chatter - no relief.

This is not a quality life. I don't want to be ill any longer. Why am I not getting well? Why do I have this terrible gift in the first place?

Will there ever be a treatment that works?

I am so tired, I don't even want to try any more. Wellness can be achieved - but it seems I won't ever get to that point.

I am very frustrated. I am so sleep deprived. And nothing I am writing makes any sense. I am sorry PC community.

I hope to be able to think more clearly to post something sane again soon.