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Originally Posted by Teacake
Is processing of trauma such a constantly sifting thing? Doesn't ot get boring? I think Ots boring to remember thirty year old stories.
I trance. Does everyone trance? O sit and stare at old memories writing or typing. Then its clear. I am clearn. I have some new insight about who o am.. a spell is broke.
Is that normal.
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You pretty much described what I've been experiencing. I feels like it comes in waves. And it is sort of boring to remember all that old 30 and 40 yr old stuff. The past few days I've been saying things like, "Yah, it happened, but it felt normal so what's the big deal." or "This is pretty bad s*** so why can't I feel anything? The worst part is I want to cry it out but can't.
I trance too. It's funny sometimes when I catch myself doing it. I guess our brains are processing and we don't really know it.
I feel it's like a roller coaster ride like, Yay! a new insight. Then, oh crap, here I go again as I plummet into depression.
I'm pretty sure all of this is normal. Our psyches are processing everything that is surfacing.