I am a senior lecturer at a Swedish university, and our system and policies are different from the USAnian ones. Inferior, obviously, but different. Please allow for the possibility that I may actually know what I am talking about in this instance, since neutrino is a student in the system where I work, not the system where you work. I made a bad error of judgment when I didn't ask to have my account removed a week ago - I feel that everything I say here is being judged and condemned. I know that is my interpretation and not the responsibility of people who post in response to me, but it is really hurting me quite badly right now, and I am only sabotaging my own mental stability by coming back to this forum.