I seem to have done a pretty neat trick on myself in therapy. I have deep transference issues on T that I've hardly discussed. But we started talking about me being a good parent to the inner child some months ago. But I've latched onto that and pushed how I can be such a good parent, can do everything for the inner child. And it seems now that there's no use for transference talk and everything's come to a conclusion since I say I can be all to myself.
And I hate being my own parent and my child hates me for this maneuver. I'm not sure if T is hoodwinked with this, but I feel so speechless and scared whenever we get near transference talk.