I really wish I could do that. I have one that I have never let go of. I don't think he knows. Haven't seen him in years. I will love him until the day I die, even though, I'm married to someone else. We were soul mates but I felt he would be better without me dragging him through my hell of depression. I let him fly and hope it was worth it to him. I hurt him and I am sorry I had to do that, but it was with good intentions. I, too, believe I will meet him in a different life and I will always have the memories.