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I'm sorry you're sad and frustrated and maybe feeling some abandonment as well? It sounds unresolved in your mind and that can be so uncomfortable, frustrating, hurtful.

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Oh yes, I'm feeling major abandonment at the moment Echoes. Thank you so much for managing to type out how I feel...many people seem confused by my thoughts but not you or the rest of the posters!

I kind of felt like he was saying I'm better because the insurance wants him too...that might not be right? But just last week, I did tell him that I felt somewhat suicidal but thought maybe the Wellbutrin was causing some of that. He did say the last 3-4 I've been more axious and angry but now this week, I'm better....and weekly or every other week is fine by him.

I sound like I'm whining, I do realize that but even my husband agrees I'm not better. My T did do a whole relaxation thing with me too yesterday and that helped. I'm just confused and he's become so important to me. I really felt like he cared last week and now the insurance is forcing his hand on something...