I'm so sorry that you have to deal with that abuse. Emotional abuse can be just as damaging as any physical harm.

I see on your profile that you are 17? You'll be able to move out soon, maybe go to college. Then you can live your life the way you want to, surround yourself with people that build you up rather than tear you down.

And don't feel any shame about your hospital bill. You needed help and you got it. That was a very responsible thing to do, and it may have saved your life. Please don't feel shame over something you can't control.