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I would be so confused. I know it is hard but you should let him know that you are getting conflicting messages from him. I would also feel very rejected. You need to tell him exactly how you are feeling. I have decided that the whole process is just beyond humiliating. I am so sorry that things are not coming together for you. Insurance is a whole other issue. I just don't understand why insurance is so difficult over therapy. Our emotional state affects every aspect of our life including our physical health. They really need to look at like preventative. I know for myself - I have gotten so out of whack emotionally that I let my physical body go and ended up in the hospital. Maybe if they would pay for the therapy - they wouldn't end up with a huge medical bill. I don't mean to go on it just makes me so angry. We try and try and every corner there is a needless roadblock. Hang in there.

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You're right Purplemoon (by the way, purple is my fav color!!). Preventative is the key and you would think that insurance would realize that.

Yes, some of his comments to me have been confusing but I keep wondering if it is really his comments or what I am filtering through my negative mind...I know he cares about me because some sessions he shows it more than others. He did also say he wanted to foster a healthy dependence and not an unhealthy one. When I asked if he though it was unhealthy now he said no but maybe my earlier comment to him got him thinking....I'll let you all my know my pdoc says when I talk to her today....

Love ya everyone!!!!