so i met with T today. i was having some breakthru symptoms but not full on psychosis . so pdoc upped my abilify dose. i think its cuz he lowered the seroquel. but ummm. T and i played cards. after i left i went to pick up my script and came back so i could put it in my strips with my nurse. T was there and told me i was supposed to be going to this addictions group as a part of our agreement for when i drank the kratom. i havent been going mainly because i work. but i called in today. i didnt go to it after we talked and i was kind of a smart *** to him about it. so i thought he was mad at me. so i texted him and asked and he said he wasnt mad at me. so i feel better about that. apparently hes talking to the disability lady at my college about my sociology grade. he said she left him a message right when i texted him. so i will find out what she says sooon.

we just had a big thunderstorm here. it was great.