I'm keeping this in the same thread, because this thread has been such a help to me! Hope I'm not hijacking.

I have that date tonight....I hope? My insecurities are rearing their ugly heads BIG TIME today. I last saw him Tuesday when I checked out a different meeting and he was there. Everything was very nice, we talked, solidified the plan for tonight. I got his number. He has to work today, he thinks until 5pm so we're gonna meet at the theatre. The pass says to get there early because its first come first serve. Anyway, he's pretty sure he gets off at 5, at least that was the last I heard on Tuesday. He works clear across town from the theatre, so logistically, it works better for us to meet there.

We texted back and forth breifly Tuesday night and then yesterday I sent him a text wishing him a good day, and asking if he found out for sure when he gets off today. He didn't reply. So now my head is going....the what ifs are coming out and I'm wondering why he didn't reply. I know that sometimes I don't get texts that people send, so its possible he didn't get mine, or he replied and I didn't get it. But I haven't heard from him since Tuesday. We said "See ya Thursday". And when he hugged me goodbye, it was like he didn't want to let go.

So I'm pretty sure I'm just being neurotic!!! He'll probably arrive tonight as planned, why wouldn't he? I guess I've just had my heart broken so many times that I'm fearful, and untrusting.

I'm the type of person that I stay in contact all the time when I like someone. I like to text, send myspace messages etc. I need to remember that not eveyone is like that....So can you guys please tell me I'm just being insecure, and that it'll work out the way it's supposed to????