After all I've been struggling with the past 6 months with overdosing, stabbing myself, the self harming, etc, I took a pregnancy test today. My last pregnancy was 2 1/2 years ago and that was an ectopic pregnancy where I needed surgery to remove my tube. My youngest son is going to be 5 in July.
This is NOT what I need right now, but I'm personally against abortion.

I actually had an appointment scheduled today already with my obgyn because she's been monitoring my wound since March. So of course I told her what I found out, and they drew blood today and again on Tuesday to make sure it's not an ectopic again.

I am absolutely panicking and could use a lot of support and positive thoughts.