I talked with a surgeon yesterday and I will have abdominal surgery as soon as my BP gets more controlled. The mass has grown over 10 cm now and BP is around 250/120 so I am being watched very carefully. I am still quite scared and not trying to be negative here but I am making arrangements if something does happen.

I was told the recovery period is quite long. I have asked some of my friends to help out so my son and boyfriend are not trying to do everything. I feel like a burden sometimes and want to just go away somewhere so people dont have to worry or have to do things for me. The simple things can be so hard when you are ill. I know you guys understand this well.
(((((((((((((((everyone)))))))))))))))))

Leslie