Not much more into this month and it would have been our 23rd anniversary. It will be the 8 year that I will be celebrating alone again this year... I always thought it was suppose to be better as time goes on but for me it seems that life just keeps kicking you more and more when your down....never giving you a chance to get up and try to enjoy life again.... sorry if it brings up memories... it wasn't meant to cause that in anyone else.