Neither can I, wachiki92. I hold onto my regrets like I hold onto each breath of Oxygen. I don't know why, and I can't seem to stop, but they drag me down so much, sometimes. I still hold to my heart regrets from when I was a child. I know I should let go, ... I'm a man, now, but it's not that easy. I must admit, confronting those regrets, and talking about them, has helped a bit.

You're doing better than I did, by the way. When I was younger, I peed away my entire education - my only education (although rather a lot) has been from home, teaching myself German, the guitar, computers, English, and whatever else that perks my interest. I think you're doing well, all things considered.

I think it's good that you are aware that things could get overwhelming; it means you can preemptively get some extra support.