I was just diagnosed about....1 month ago probably. But I would be so upset. I always wanted to be like A student since I was when I was in Kindergarden (but it's kindergarden duh!) But I always wanted to be A students and so did my parents. They always pushed me, if I got a C it would be grounded. Then after time I always got them so they got used to it. Then it was F's then they hated it. I would always be grounded. I couldn't concentrate studying or anything. I would get so down on myself which led to SI-ing and all that stuff (my dad doesn't know about it, my mom does and they aren't seperated either) I told my mom I wanted help this year after a few years of that pain, then my counsellor told me I had ADD just from her talking to me and how I described all the things I went though.

I don't know what my non-drug medication would be. Clothing and shopping I love. Too bad I don't have a job anymore But hmm.... that's also why I have no job right now. I was too conserned about things around me. Grrr.